Only read this if you only really want to...please

I have hit my breaking point.

I have finally broke down.

I'm not talking about slightly crying and talking to myself.

I mean tears where falling like there was no tomorrow.

I was yelling at myself, i couldn't breath, I tried to get air and i fell.

Then there was kicking, hitting the floor.

Also for some damned reason i couldn't grasp the reason i was doing this.

Things have just added up and I can't take it anymore.

I have big problems and people are going to start thinking I'm crazy. (what else is new)

I think i found out that i may or may not have some disorders. (the first thing to do is to admit you have them right?)

I put this on here because in a weird way then only people I can't trust and most people who accept me are on here.

Thanks for reading this and whatever else I'm supposed to say. (i really don't know what i should)

If you really and i mean really...want to talk to me and ask me what's wrong please ask.....I Think i need it.